Well, you know, I think I just might.
After yesterdays evening's events it took me a while to take it all in and get to sleep. I've surprised myself with how I feel about the situations and protagonists involved.
Waking this morning I felt good. That a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
There is still mutual care, affection between us. I'm glad that we can have a close friendship. I'm glad HairDye isn't the one that has "captured" him. Though if he were to find someone I would genuinely be happy for him. I think she was a bit to contemporaneous and too close for direct for comparison to really accept her as a worthy victor.
That makes me feel very human, and a bit nasty.
I actually feel sympathy for her, she is going through what I have gone through for the last two years. Fallen for his charms, the reciprocation teasing that there is something there but no appetite for completion.
Moreover, I'm appreciating more about what could be between me and BlueLight. It's early days, there are no great expectations, but there is potential.
And I look forward to it.
ˇLiberación!
